Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else

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i do not like christmas.

i hate how christmas became so commercial. gift giving. fuck gift giving. just be with the person you love/like and tell them you love them and appreciate their company.

i lost someone during christmas time. at the same time, i lost the ability to love and appreciate others.... or maybe i never really had that ability... maybe emotions were never my thing.

eitherway, i went on a date with this kid i randomly picked up at a bar. he is a perfect gentleman and perfect everything. wants to be a psychologist. and he told me that although i exude confidence, independence, and happiness, he can see that i am not really happy and that i am looking for something.

i gave him a chance for a second date.

12:37 p.m. - December 09, 2008

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