Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else

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Pursue Happiness But Meanwhile Just Dance...

So I'll start with a song, although it was this article that started it all.

As I am reading the article, I realize, hey! I used to be like this with my friend too! Then I discovered the power of carrying a book and reading it while waiting for the tardy. I realized, that hey, I should enjoy things in front of me instead of getting mad on useless crap.

THEN I HAD AN EPIPHANY!

Why not take this further? Why not apply it to Stan?
I know it's easier said than done, but I will TRY to stop obsessing over "does he/does he not" like me more than a friend. I know he likes me, at least as a friend and it's all good. Why should I obsess, cry, have panic attacks over his fickle mind? Why should I pass on the potential men just "in case" Stan decides to commit or tell me his feelings? No. I am done. I WILL enjoy what's in front of me. And right now it's a watermelon. And I'll enjoy the hell out of it.

I will be happy. I will.

And this is how I came to some conclusions:
Starting January, I will:
1/ Take skiing/snowboarding classes. It is despicable that a snow lover like me doesn't ski.
2/ Take car mechanics class. Yea, I like to have car lubricant/engine oil on my face from time to time.
3/ Swimming classes. Just in case my Swimming Instructor is single now.

And I'll end with a song because life gives you obstacles and all you can do is dance (alors on danse)!

12:24 a.m. - September 14, 2010

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