Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- PART I: My West-Coast Trip I need to tell you something, I say. He looks at me curiously but asks dismissively, Can it wait? I missed Stan as he was camping with the bears. I hurt. Love hurts, especially if you cannot express it. So I left. I wake up in JFK. I wake up in Vegas. I take a shuttle to a random motel that advertised itself as being located on the Strip, but it REALLY meant at the VERY END of the Strip which is surrounded by pimps and strippers and strip clubs and naked people on swings. �Young pretty lady like you should not be in Vegas without a man, you will be raped,� said the old man on the shuttle. I woke up with tears in my eyes and covered in cold sweat. It was 4 am. I had a bad dream about Stan. I cried and cried and then grabbed my phone and wrote an email. I laid all my cards in front of him. Yes, very high school. I told him exactly how I felt then and how I feel now. I ended saying that no matter what, I will always be his friend and all I ever want for him is happiness. Then, � then, I stopped crying. I pressed sent. I felt relieved. I was ready to move-on. 11:48 p.m. - October 27, 2010 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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