Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else

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Because My Stalker Makes Me Look Good By Comparison

2. Why do I put up with my stalker?

Because I'm stupid? I don't really know. I guess I like the feeling of power I get when with her. She's my slave (who many times insults me) and I can make her do many unimaginable things. I guess I like the fact that she feeds my narcissism by telling me I'm the most unique person she ever met, copies all my little phrases, and buys similar things. I am a masochist at heart, because I let myself suffer with her. Also, I love how I can be mean to her without her realizing that I'm actually not playing around. I guess, it's also because I feel bad for her sorry ass that doesn't have any friends. She makes me look good by comparison (hahah, and we all know I'm beautiful to begin with. hahahah). She gives great gifts. And because I'm an unbelievably nice person that sometimes feels bad for sorry folks, unless they're stupid... I don't feel bad for stupid people. I'm not talking about acquired knowledge kind of stupid, because not everybody has the pleasure to go to school; I'm talking about the free kind of smarts, common sense. If a person is common sense stupid, I dislike them.

Oh, and I forgot the most important reason of why I put up with her. Because wherever I go, she finds me there. She knows how to search for people. I guess she's done it so many times, she's an expert now. It's sad to think that I'm the one with connections, and it's her who gets to search stuff. Unfair.

I still don't know how she found out my spring semester schedule in my previous university; I didn't tell anybody of my classes... damn smart bitch.

4:53 p.m. - February 03, 2006

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