Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else

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Because I'm Out Of It

Ok, tomorrow I will die.

Yes, it's already planned out. The forces of nature and the universe are pointing at the little fact that my death will occur tomorrow.

No. I am NOT depressed.
Yes. I am moderatly (sp?!) happy.
No. I am NOT in any problematic situation.
But yes, I am EXTREMELY stressed.

Today I had a final for Inorganic Chemistry. I bet I got an A on that.
From then on, I have (had) roughly four hours to study for tomorrow's TWO exams: Biochemistry and the reincarnation of the devil (aka Physical Chemistry). Don't get me wrong, I am completely confident that I will not get any lower than an B+ on the P-Chem final. And I know the lowest I can get on Biochemistry is C. Problem is, I HATE biochem. I hate it with passion. So I'm not studying for it. So I'll get a C.

That's not the problem though.
The problem is, that I am exhausted. Four hours to study for those two finals, then work till midnight (we're working on a presentation for a new drug we're developing, and getting stuff and research and everything together is a pain in the neck and usually takes us way past our standard 5pm work time). Tomorrow, I have to wake up early because I have finals from 8am until 2:30pm, AND at 3pm I start work again (until midnight). There's no way I can make to work at 3pm, unless I do 100mph (which I can easily do so).

Ugh. I'm rambling. Just ignore it. I am too sressed.

And to add to everything that Charlotte's Web movie is being advertised now, which reminds me that yesterday I got bitten by a spider. My arm is purple and swollen. I had it checked out, and I am not going to die out of some east asian infection caused by a spider. That's good news.

Ok... damn, I'm out of it.

3:41 p.m. - December 15, 2006

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