Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Because I Can Identify With Him I'm still on the verge of having a panic attack. I am just hoping that the recovery cds arrive by Friday, and I could fix my laptop by Monday. I pray that I won't lose any important data that I need... for Monday. Change of subject. Yesterday I saw Little Miss Sunshine and I have to say that I was rather pleased with the movie. One part even made me teary... a little bit. It's the scene Dwayne realizes he's color blind and thus he can't fly jets. The reason this scene stuck in my head is because I went through the same experience. No, I'm not color blind... not really, and no, I didn't want to fly jets. I wanted to be an astronaut. Hell, I still do. I wanted to be an aerospace engineer. I wanted to fly rockets and shuttles. I wanted to orbit Earth. I wanted to go to the Moon. I wanted to ... just get the hell out of this planet and visit other planets and be in that zero-gravity dealy. I trained and trained, and then I found out I'm epileptic. My dream died. And you know that new mission they just had? That new shuttle and new astronauts (one of them was Swedish)? Oh hell, I study their progress day by day and I curse my life for the fact that I cannot be with them and float around. Shit. I hope that one day they will find out a cure for epilepsy (not a treatment, but a CURE) and I will go into space... however, I can't really see how they would need a chemist on the board... Life sucks. PS. Fun fact: Although I am NOT color blind, I can't see red writing on white background. 10:33 p.m. - January 03, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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