Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else

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Because I'm Pathetic

I officially feel like a failure. I should've gone to MIT. Bleh, I wasted three years on some big hot shot university in Boston, and now in one of the top colleges in sciences... but still, not MIT. Should've went there. I'd be getting so much money afterwards... standing in my hot lab coat and lab glasses and being all cool and powerful. But now? I'll do the same thing but I won't have a MIT diploma to show. Fucking failure. The sadness. Spectacularly craptastic. Sad. Pity. Yea.

And I remember the time I was walking around their campus on Friday late afternoon and I saw couple people carrying their own telescope/microscope. I laughed and now I want to be one of them. Ha, maybe I'll do PhD there. Would be fabulous... I am pathetic. I'm going to sleep.

1:21 a.m. - February 01, 2006

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