Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Revelation At what time you realize that you are completely and utterly pathetic? Is it at 2am Friday night while working on a physical chemistry calculations after you ditched an alone time with your boyfriend? Yea, that sounds about right. So today I was supposed to spend some time with my beloved boyfriend, Tim, but instead I decided to work on calculations for my p-chem lab report. Now, mind you, it�s not like it�s due tomorrow, or anytime soon� in fact, it�s due next Thursday at 4pm. And it�s not like I am mighty busy; in fact, I have Monday and Tuesday off from both work and school. I must be losing my sanity because no normal person would ever pick p-chem work over anything; normal people would rather kill themselves than have anything to do with p-chem. Generally, if your life-long dream and goal was to become a Stephen Hawking of chemistry, you�d like and learn physical chemistry like it�s your job; but if you�re just thinking of being an average chemist, you take physical chemistry because you�re made to take it with threats of not graduating if you don�t� but you don�t enjoy it, you leave it to the last minute, because learning and working on p-chem is carcinogenic, you will get a cancer of the brain. So the fact that I�m totally into it, not only scares me, but everybody else. What scares me even more is that I understand it. But the most disturbing part is the fact that I ditch other things that I like for it. Every year, my school has a secret tradition of holding a p-chem-textbook bonfire. I think I will join, but I will not burn the book� I have a strong conviction that one day this wretched book will save my life. In fact, it better� oh shit, it so better! 2:03 a.m. - October 10, 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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