Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else

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Because They Are Sadists

My parents are jumping at their throats... once again. And once again, my brother laughs with pleasure. The shit my dad puts my poor mom through... Why does she stay with him? Oh man, if I was my mom, not only would I divorce that son of a bitch, I would have him charged for abuse, and all this other stuff. I am a nice person, self-absorbed but still nice to and tolerant of others, but I still am amazed by the hatred I feel for this man that calls himself my father. He picked my name and for the longest while I hated my name because of that reason; I even went as far as filling out pleas to courts to change my name. I stopped because I didn't have time for that lengthy ordeal.

When I get a job, I will rent out an apartment for my mom, so finally she could be safe and happy. Soon, I will also ask the board in my church to relieve my dad of his duty as a reverand. Oh I will have my revenge, for my mom.

My father and my brother (a faithful follower to my dad) are both sadists, I guess it's because of them I am part-time masochist.

10:00 p.m. - February 28, 2006

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