Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else

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Because I Have The Power To Control The Dreams

One more.

Yesterday I had this "dream".

It was dawn and I was being dragged on the floor by some unforseen force. I'm scared shitless, I'm paralized, I can't scream, and I'm being dragged through the length of my floor. I try hard to scream. But no luck, I'm paralized, and my vocal cords are paralized. Suddenly...

a THOUGHT! This isn't right! Nothing cannot just drag me this fast forever and ever! This is impossible! My room is huge but not this huge!

and suddenly, frames shifted, frames dissappeared. Scene changed. I'm in my bed.

I think: That's better. That's more like it.

Then I look and see my brother across the room. I call out to him.
"Dude, I screamed for help! What kind of a crappy brother are you?" and he shrugs.

But I think again. This isn't right, I live 300 miles away from him. He cannot be here.

Things rearrange in my room. Things change. He disappears. I look around the room, and I approve the correctness of everything.

Suddenly I just drop to the floor. From the top of my bed to the floor. Like a stone. I didn't even get a chance to say: WTF, that's how stunned I was. I look around the room, and nothing changed. I approved the surroundings. But I think: this is not right, I cannot fall, get me up.

and the voice said: oh no. That's how it ends. Wake up.

I woke up.

I was on the floor. In that exact position.

*oh yea. I can control everything I do in most of my dreams.

10:25 p.m. - September 28, 2008

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