Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Because There's Nothing Better Like Having a Tumor Or Schizophrenia. So couple bad news, at least they're bad to me. For some reason I started peeing every half an hour. Apparently, it's water that I'm peeing because it's clear and colorless. I was worried at first, but then I dismissed the fact that there might be something wrong with my bladder or kidneys, and assumed it's because I drink tons of water and tea. I'm just a positive kind of a person. I have this piercing pain in a small area of my head. It feels as if somebody stuck a nail in my skull and was hitting it with a hammer.I'm starting to lose chunks of time again. I am also quite sure that I didn't dream today in my mom's car (while waiting for her) but was hallucinating... That means the voices will come soon. I'm not too fond of those two, the voices usually speak in different languages and threaten me, and the hallucinations are usually bloody and gory and all this awful stuff. Sometimes I wish I had schizoprenia, because then people wouldn't assume that I had a tumor in my brain. Sometimes, though, I say I had/have a tumor in my brain; it makes people feel bad for me, and give me good gifts. But for some reason when I say I'm dying, people think I'm full of crap... but still buy me "Get Well" cards.I think I should start taking my prescription meds again. My headaches are getting worse; they feel as if I was hugging an amplifier at a Metallica concert... and I don't even like Metallica. I wish it was migraines because then I could chill with the cool folks suffering from a such a lame disorder and using it as an excuse for not doing anything.On a good note, I don't have a fever anymore.12:36 a.m. - January 21, 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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