Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else

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From experience, I learned that there are always at least three types of man in a girl's life. Man with whom you are supposed to be, man with whom you are at the moment, and the man with whom you will most likely end up. Now, if you listed only one name for all those three categories, that's lucky. However, sometimes, there is the fourth kind of a man: the man who you think you should be with but for whatever reasons... you can't.

At some point of my life, this is how things presented each other:
Man with whom I'm supposed to be: Sebastian, my fiancee (RIP)
Man with whom I was at the moment: Sebastian
Man with whom I was very likely to end up: Sebastian, we even had the wedding date set.

So yea..., but Sebastian is gone, and even couple years after his death, I still miss him and I still love him... It kills me to look at his twin brother... Damn. Life blows.

But now, this is how things are:
Man with whom I am supposed to be: Sebastian
Man with whom I am at the moment: my current boyfriend
Man with whom I will most likely end up: my best friend
Man with whom I would like to be: Dr. Steve.

Now that is not good...

10:59 p.m. - March 12, 2007

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