Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else

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Because I Have a Loving Boyfriend that I Love Very Much

On Tuesday I was at a grocery store and I completely hit it off with this guy. Keep in mind, I have a loving boyfriend that I love very much.

Me and the stranger talked and laughed for roughly half an hour. Hell, even nuclear physics came up. Then he asked me out to a dinner. I said no, because I have a loving boyfriend that I love very much.

Now... I'm stuck. I keep thinking about this guy because I feel extremely guilty about dissing him. I don't understand why; I've dissed my fair share of guys without giving it a second thought ever again. Then what's so special about this one that can't make me stop thinking about him? What?!

I even remember him. I usually don't remember the people I ditch. He had blue eyes and blonde hair. He was dressed in shades of blue. And keep in mind, that I have a loving boyfriend that I love very much.

Why am I obsessing about him? Why can't I sleep and feel guilty?

Ian, if you ever see me around in the grocery store, approach me again. I will take you up on that dinner offer. So what if I have a loving boyfriend that I love dearly. We can still be at least friends... Forgive me?

1:46 a.m. - December 07, 2006

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