Because It's Better To Be Irrational With Me Than Rational With Someone Else

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I do Feel Sad.... Accept it!

NO! I am NOT OKAY!

His death has become personal to me. My boyfriend's best friend made it personal. His friends... his friends made it personal. His family...

I am looking at a lake effect band hanging heavy from all the snow it contains. For the first time, I cannot take pleasure from it.

A hawk just flew in front of my window. Making it even more spectacular view.

The sun is glowing red giving the snow band even more evil feeling.

And all this, I cannot enjoy this. Something that should give me satisfaction. Something that would generate hundreds of different photos. Something that would put me at peace. No. No, because I feel sad.

why has this become so personal??

5:08 p.m. - February 22, 2009

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